everthing is out of control

what a  fucking life!!

everything is out of control~ 

就像四小時的美夢醒了還是得面對現實   煩死了!!!

待會再用另外一篇寫今天的心得

這篇給我complain!!!!



I think I hate nobody but me..

I dont know what can I do..

if I say it out and let you know

its totally unfair to you~

but if I just keep in my mind.....

I would feel soooooooooooorry about that...

its really difficult for me to do anything but stay sad

老娘我可以心狠手辣的殺一些噁心的人..

但這時候卻無法心狠手辣的做些什麼...



昨天晚上翻了好久才睡著

今天是我等了一輩子才等到的機會  

是一輩子最靠近夢想的時候

但一大早張開眼睛卻是一陣鼻酸

想到的時候心是糾結不是開心





I dont know what can I do

I dont know what can I say

everything is out of control

why can not everything just be simple

what a  fucking love!!



其實是小事拉

我也不知道為什麼要這麼在乎

最近太多事情都不受控制

我自己都不知道自己在幹嘛